Sunday, August 4, 2013

because i need a light.

feeling all so miserable about flying right now. it has been a year since i had taken up this career and if you ask me if i made the right choice, the answer is no. regretted it from the second month and what's holding me back from breaking away? the sum to be paid back to the profit minded company or the ugly stain on the resume for not completing the bond? i dunno? maybe it's the uncertainty of what i can do after leaving. i really miss the family time in singapore and having the close one next to you is just an unspoken happiness. the job is so routine and monotone, and there's nothing for me to push myself to achieve on the job except for customers' satisfaction and comfort which is pretty no brain to me. i do appreciate that the job does give me a better grip on customer handling, increasing my esteem and having a chance to broaden my view. however, this month, seems to be the worse of the entire working year. i see myself crying, whining, debating and perhaps soon, resigning.

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