Dear 16 year old me,
I know how you are feeling right now after you have broke up with your first love. It's alright, though you may take more than a year to get over it but you will find someone who you love down the road of the coming 7 years, getting in love; getting out of love; getting hurting; hurting someone; loved; and being loved. You will learn that it is just part and parcel of life and will soon to not take them so seriously until you meet
him.
You are going to be super puzzled with what course/school to study after receiving the prelim's results. You had wanted to go SRJC for the first three months but decided against it all in all because you ended up slacking your time off and not applying for any. Well, you ended in a course that you least expected and have no clue with; worst to come, you didn't know anyone who's in the same course and your best friends are in NYP, SP, and NP BIZ. BUT you did yourself well by graduating with a diploma with merit and got into NUS :)
Life isn't that bad when you eventually met Reagan during the first few week of class during elective modules, the way you guys got together was an inside joke between Ace, Christina, and you couple. Things might have been good if Reagan didn't turn his back on you with a online girl from playing MapleStory.
Don't get him back together after the first break up! He's only worth the first year of the relationship.
In the second half poly year 2, your bff, Lilian, got a crush on this mini eye guy named Kenny. Surprisingly, his bff is Jeremy who is your primary mate and you guys started hanging out very often. And this group outing eventually turns out to be a frequent meet up for Kenny and you. Now, i must say.
Don't ever ever ever fall in love with Kenny and stop hanging out with him alone the moment neither Lilian and Jeremy can make it. You will only regret. Not just in this second half of your poly life but worst to come in 2010.
The rest of the guys are not that important anymore in that section of life.
Stay away from a relationship with Siang Long if you do not wish to destroy your friendship with him! Not to forget, skip the prom night for poly graduation if you wish to avoid the awkwardness with Dave Quah in the near future. However, even if you do go for it, things will be fine after a couple of months (yea, MONTHS).
Up till now, Dave and Kah Heng are still your best friends from poly. The girls from Outram never change and are still the same great clique even thou you girls don't meet up that often apart from birthday celebrations and major events.
University is a HELL LOT OF FUN! Make sure you apply for NUS and choose computing, cause you are just going to meet lots and lots of awesome people in there as well as that someone
special. Firstly, you will meet this toot looking guy named Tan Yan Hao who is going to help you damn lot in programming business and a great company for supper at Geylang. Next, make sure you join the camp committee when psyco-ed by Wing Yan and Sylvia because you're going to meet the other best in the Freshmen Orientation Camp. She and Hui Ying will tell you all about how they need to shit in the morning at the girls toilet, haha. Finally, even though you are going to get all hurt and down from knowing this guy named Chris Chua but he will turn out to be another comfort friend after all the drama mama.
Being in love is not an easy task, but finding the right person is even tougher.
Here's a few steps you will need to follow to ensure that you catch
him
- Join Rag dance for year 2010
- Accept Colin's request to hitch a ride together with them from him to HBF
- Accept his offer to send you back home even when he uses lousy excuses like he's helping his dad to send/collect stuff from Zouk area (you actually believe him then)
- Go for Rick's Hall party and accept his rides
- Agree to go for steamboat with him after losing IFG basketball match
- Agree to go Zouk with him, Darren and Tim and thereafter to NANA
- Chase out after him when he got all emo at NANA
- Prompt him for the reasons behind his mood
- AGREE TO BE HIS GIRLFRIEND
He will love you with all
he has and so will
you.
P.S Don't bully him when you turn 23 cause he treasures you so
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Decided to cut the story short because i'm so lazy in getting the details out :X Those who know me well knows what happened in between and whatever they need to know, they would. If you want to know, you can always ask me, my gtalk is always available. It's subjective to my mood and the content though. Anyway, what's most important now isn't the past but the present.
I love the fact that how the thought of J.Lo can actually bring a smile to my face ♥
Babby, ฉันรักคุณมากมาก